I won't be reading this book

Because, bejeezus, I should have frigging WRITTEN this book! (kicking self for not doing so when idea came to self two years ago)

Has that ever happened to you? Had a great idea, didn't do anything about it and then someone else has the same idea and brings it to fruition better than you could have?

(The yarn astute amongst you will note that the illustrated cover shot is probably rowan's kidsilk haze, although the colours are inscrutable.)